Yet again.......

I am going to make a better attempt at putting my emotions and randomness on this blog. A lot has went down since my last post in June and I fell I should do a better job of at least setting up posts. So this is my plan: there will be three music reviews a week. Anything else posted wil probably be random thoughts, emotions, or funny shit I come across lol. For those that actually still read this, thanks for sticking with me. To all new readers, hi. I promise to keep you entertained.

Ok that's all for now. Got a parent/teacher conference in the morning. New music post will be this week. Drake, trey Songz, and J. Cole for the reviews.


Out
Rellish

Wow

I've neglected this blog so much that I didn't even realize it's a year old. I'm such a bad blog parent. Ok it's Father's Day and because I am the birth daddy to this blog I will not neglect it anymore. I'm also on tumblr and twitter and wordpress and facebook and all sorts of other shit. but THIS is like my son. My first. I will update more now because more has happened with me in the past year. I know some of yall are gonna see this and be like, "damn he posted??" Lol and its' cool because I know how my attention span is. I'm going to change the basis of this blog though. I'm doing a lot of thinking lately and I'm really getting interested in trying out game design again so I need yall to be my motivation as I come up with more ideas for games and we can work it all out.


Love yall


Bawseeeeeeeeeee

Change is coming.........

Ahhhhhhh the change is coming. As I approach my 30th birthday (two weeks. I accept paypal), I decided that I'm trimming the fat so to speak. I'm letting go of a lot of things and a lot of people. It's time for me to grow up. I'm sorry if some of you that get caught up in this growth spurt so to speak. Actually no I'm not. I'm tired of changing myself in order to make someone happy. I'm fine just the way I am. I'm happy with myself and someone is happy with me. Yea I did just say that. I'm still trying to better myself, but only for her, and my son. Accept this any way you can but I'm through chasing behind people that really do not have my well being in their honest take on life.


I'm done.

The Ball's in My Court.......

Yes yes yes I know its been a LONG time. I got some things on my mind and some internet so here I go.

If you truly know me like you think you do, you would know that I use alot of basketball and hip-hop references in my posts. This title is a mixture of both in this case. Eminem has one song I get goosebumps from every time I listen to it. Its off the 8 Mile soundtrack and is called "Rabbit Run". I promise you its not the regular pill poppin', slander-filled track Em is known for. This track is the true soundtrack for the movie because it proves B. Rabbit's hunger for success. This is the renewed drive I have for myself. I feel everything that is written in this song. The ball is in my court but I've always been scared to dribble it out. I have no idea why this was always the case for me. Maybe I'm afraid of true failure. Maybe I could never accept that in order to have true success you have to have failure to make that success more worthwhile. I'm going to be 30 very soon. I can't keep allowing the fact that I'm afraid of failure in all aspects of life to finally gain the success I feel I deserve. Bruce Leroy's sensei said it best: "Confusion are a part of life. Along with vengeance, fear and love. All facets must be embraced and then, and only then will you break through the wall to the final level." I think I'm missing vengeance because I've experienced everything else. My life is full of ups and downs but I love my life. I just wish I put forth the necessary effort earlier so I can relax a lil bit now.

I always wanted to be the Point Guard for the NBA Champs. The ball is in my court. Show and Prove son.

If you never heard "Rabbit Run" I'll post it too. Matter fact, here it is.

I'm back...........

After getting cussed out by one of my favorite bloggers, I have decided to come back to my blog and put in some serious work. Like the title states, I will be highly skitzo on this blog again. Basketball, Football, music, and me. very random and very me. What you see is what you get. So I'm back people!!!! I have missed yall so much too.




Signed,
The Dusty One, Chico Dusty aka Relly Rell

sad songs...........

"my love where did we go wrong
i wonder who's in your arms especially because you did me wrong. you know sad songs are the best songs you dont have to wonder how its gonna end......."





And with that being said, I am back!! Still having issues but honestly who doesn't?? So for all those that do still talk to me, hi lol. Ok work issues, and love life issues. I'mma address the love life first cuz the lyrics I posted are relevant and I dont wanna confuse people lol.


Where did my love go wrong? I feel like I do everything I can to keep a great relationship going or at least building one but something always backfires. I feel like Earl from "My Name is Earl". I do all these good things for other people and I still get the short end of the stick. Unlike Earl, I won't give up because: 1) I'm a hopeless romantic, and 2)I want to be in love again. I swear relationships are really like a full time job and so far I'm in need of more hours.....




Now to my job. Ugh these muthafuckas I swear will not give me any good reason for me to feel like is justifying enough for me to realize why I'm not getting any hours. I got plans this summer and please believe I will go through with all of them. I really feel like Cam'Ron right now so on that note I will finish this blog off with another song.






Two Fangas folks. Til the next rant.........

moving..........

Hey people. So I'm thinking about packing up my blog and moving to the rival page wordpress.com. This came about when I found out that I can download the app to my blackberry and blog from there. I think that is the greatest thing because I'm not always as creative on the computer as I used to be. So with that said, in the next week or so this blog will become a personal blog until i decide i wanna start two on wordpress.

If the powers that be read this, come up with a blogger app for the blackberry and I promise I'll be back



TTFN

Ur fav skitzo